I feel so sick

I drove my husband to work yesterday morning.
We were on the Horace Harding Expwy approaching main st. to make the usual left......
A police car is stopped.
Theres an ambulance.
Shit. you see a bike and a man lying on the floor.. Hes not moving.. Seems lifeless.
It made me so sick.
"Where the hell is the car? " I asked my husband. . "Was it a hit and run?"
I look to my right..
and see the bus with its hazards on.
BUS DRIVERS, UGH.
I hate them.
If you live in Queens, if you live in NYC, you know what I mean.
They're the worst. . they don't give a shit about anyone or anything.
"Oh Rob, he's not moving.. do you think he'll be okay? I hope he'll be okay"
I feel even more sick now.


Man on Bike Killed by NYC Bus in Queens
QUEENS (1010 WINS) -- A 31-year-old man is dead after being hit by a New York City bus while riding his bike near the Horace Harding Expressway in Queens, police said.
The man, who hasn't been identified, was riding northbound on Main Street when the bus, traveling in the same direction, sideswiped him.
The victim was declared dead on arrival at Booth Memorial Hospital.
No arrests have been made, police said, but an investigation is ongoing.