We only tried twice. Within weeks we found out that we were expecting baby #2. It was one of the happiest days in my life. My emotions were out of control. Oh my God, another baby! FINALLY, most people would say. I made an appt with my O.B. and things were looking great. I was 6 wks and my due date was Sept. 18, 2007. A SEPTEMBER BABY- even more exciting. My birthday, our wedding anniversary and a new bundle of joy to add to the eventful month. Thinking back on that day....I Never would have thought that all my happiness and all my excitement would be washed away with it turning into a miscarriage. I lost it the day after my o.b. visit.
I didn't think that miscarrying so soon into a pregnancy would ever cause me so much grief, so much sadness and such an empty feeling. When you miscarry so soon, a lot of people say to just think of it as a late pd. I hope I never was one of those people.
It's so emotionally painful in any stage. Yes it was very early but in my eyes it was a baby who was going to be born in September. It's been weeks now since my miscarriage, it's still upsetting but my husband and I are doing fine now. We're just praying that all will go well once we start trying again. I went to the doctor yesterday and we are clear to start trying again in March. Wish us luck.
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